Why won't you run into rain and play and let the tears splash all over you???

So I'm bummed lol.

The Dave Weekend Event has come and gone :o(

He was unbelievable!!! Funny as ever and goofing with the audience. The shows were AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I had a really good time! ...but not a great time.

I started out being sick lol but it could have been avoided.

But mostly its crazy how much changes in a year...

Last year, us four (meaning me, Pete, my brother and his fiance) were like best friends... this year, it felt strange and uncomfortable. I guess thats what happens after a few falling outs, right? So it wasn't quite the same for me as last year. They don't really seem to like us... I feel like they talk to us mostly out of being polite or obligation or boredom. Its hard to understand. Sometimes it feels like I couldn't be closer to people and then sometimes I feel like a leper. Maybe if I never expected to go with them I would have prepared and had a much better time!

Oh well. Next year, I will know better.


"Come and see
I swear by now I'm playing time
against my troubles... oh
I'm coming slow but speeding!
Do you wish for a dance
and while I'm in the front,
my play on time is won, oh
but the difficulty is coming here...

I will go in this way...
oh, and I'll find my own way out!
I won't tell you what to be, oh
but I'm coming to much more!
Me!
All at once the ghosts come back
reeling in you now, oh...
What if they came down crushing?
Its used to be that you and me
play for all of the loneliness
that nobody notices now
Oh, I'm begging slow
I'm coming here...
Only waiting...
I wanted to stay,
I wanted to play,
I wanted to love you!
I'm only this far
and only tomorrow leads the way!
I'm coming here waltzing back
and moving into your head!
Please...
I wouldn't pass this by
Oh, I wouldn't take more than I need!
What sort of man goes by?
Well I will bring water!
Why won't you ever be glad?
It melts into wonder...
I came in praying for you!
Why won't you run
into rain and play...
let the tears splash all over you?"

The Promise.

Today, Tuesday, September 8, 2009 at approximately 2:00pm... I made a promise to myself. I made a promise to rid all the hate of my life on the day I step on new ground. And the thought of that gave me such relief that I know it is the right decision. Just because something is all you know doesn't make it good and worth the tears and hurt and frustration and rage over and over again. And so I've decided...

Where The Wild Things Are :o)

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS MOVIE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! I used to read this story all the time as a kid, and I cannot wait to see it come to my life :o)

Money is the Root of All Evil.

I hate that money is such a necessary evil.